Scared!

I haven't been feeling well the past week. I haven't had my monthly this month and I'm a week late. I have my tubes tied and I hope I'm not pregnant. If I am, I hope it's not ectopic. I would be so heart broken. I don't want to lose a child, I have come so close to losing my Adalyn, I can't go through something more worse, than actually losing a baby.

Cayce and I have been coming up with girl names because we have had a boy name chosen for so long. We have chosen between Brooklyn Elizabeth or Gabriella Kendall. It wouldn't be so bad if we had another girl, because we have clothes and little girl things but we would be tight on room.

If I am pregnant, I'm hoping it doesn't implant in my fallopian tubes or the baby's life will never be.

Will there be a number 4 or will it cease to exist.

Prep. Curriculum: Week 8

I'm sorry this post is so late, but I couldn't upload the photos off my phone. The week's theme was the Sun. I don't have a picture of her learning poster, but have plenty of pictures.

This was the first day. She colored a very pretty sun, and she loved the books.

This was the second day. We learned about the color yellow. She is doing very good with her colors and can call them out when asked.

This was on Wednesday. She did the letter H. When she was practicing her writing, I was so confused as to why the creator of this activity, put the items that start with the letter S at the bottom.

On Thursday, she did the number 8. She counted crayons and we have letter magnets on our refrigerator and she took the 2 O's and put one on top of the other to make an 8. It was so cute. On Friday, we recited the nursery rhyme Hickory Dickory Dock. She laughed at the ending every time.

This week, she had the week off. On Monday, we will start back up and the theme will be cookies. Now, I know that she will love next week....lol.

Happy 2nd Birthday Ariana!!!

2 years ago, my 2nd child was born. She came 5 days late, and came here the quickest. She loved her party on Sunday and got plenty of presents. This morning we got up early this morning because Cayce had to go work with my dad. We had chocolate chip pancakes, scrambled eggs, and bacon for her breakfast.

Until lunch time, she played with Samantha and watched TV while I went back and catched up on some sleep. I still aint feeling good. For lunch, we had Lightning McQueen chicken nuggets and a ceasar salad. Ariana got so messy from the salad dressing. She went right to sleep after her lunch. After her nap, she left a present for me all over the floor because her daddy decided to be lazy and not put her pants back on.

I will have pictures tomorrow. Later for supper, we are going to have a supreme pizza and a piece of cake for dessert. I was going to put the girls to bed tonight myself, but I'm going to let Cayce do it because he will be the one giving them a bath tonight.

Here is a recent picture of Ariana.

Weekly Goals: October 9-14,2012

I am starting my goals a day late because I was sick all day yesterday. I haven't done much today, but I am about to start right now.

Household:

• Finish pulling out winter clothes
• Finish Adalyn's room
• Clean light fixtures and ceiling fan
• Deep clean bathrooms
• Finish cleaning kitchen
• Organize pantry and food shelves
• Deep clean master

Personal:

• Exceed 800 Swagbucks
• Catch up blog posts and photos
• Plan Thanksgiving
• Type recipes

We have our halloween plans finalized, now we are thinking about our Thanksgiving plans. We don't know if we are going to do Thanksgiving here at our home, or go to Aiken and spend it with Cayce's aunt and her family.

I'm going to go get started on my chores and get ready for Ariana's birthday tomorrow. Have to get her meal planning done.

Stressed and Way Behind!

The weekend was so stressful and overbearing, it has definately taken a toll on my body. I woke up so sick this morning and every time I closed my eyes, I would fall asleep. Then, Cayce would wake me up and I would get so mad. I'm so behind on my weekly to do list.

On Saturday, we went shopping and I about had it with Cayce. He was rubbing me the wrong way and just not listening and plus, it was very hot outside. The girls were cranky and screaming on the way home, that right when we got home, Cayce went straight outside and didn't help me with anything. That night, he kept bugging me that we had to start getting the food ready and he kept me awake till midnight.

Yesterday, after about 6 hours of sleep, Cayce WOKE me back up to finish the food. He didn't help me, but kept rushing me to get things done. Everybody started arriving right at 1:00, and everything went smoothly after that. When everyone left, Cayce bugged me to go to walmart with him again. He told me I could take a nap, but he kept waking me AGAIN!!!!!

I just want some sleep. I have to get some before he gets off work tonight, because I cant stay awake another minute. Later, I'll get my weekly goals done for this week and post it later.

Bye!!!!!!

Getting Things Off My Mind

I didn't sleep very good last night. I think it's because I had so much on my mind that I wanted to get done today. Well, I spent most of the day laying in my bed watchin Dog the Bounty Hunter and not getting a single thing done. I have been thinking about this weekend all week long and now that it is here, it's not as fun and enjoyable as I thought it would be.

We have to get up early in the morning to go shopping at walmart. I like to get there early so we don't have to deal with the crazy people. We also have to go pay our car insurance because it is way OVER due. We have to do our non grocey shopping tomorrow also and i'm hoping that it won't ruin my day or make the kids cranky.

There are so many people coming to our house on Sunday for Ariana's party and I am getting stressed out by just thinking of all the food I have to cook. After all the shopping is done tomorrow, I have to come straight home and clean the house from top to bottom once again, and help Cayce with yard work and car maintenance.

On Sunday, I'm just hoping that there will be enough food for everyone and that Ariana doesn't get cranky during her party.

Praying that I won't be too stressed this weekend and snap at people.

Goodnight All!!!

Presidential Debate

To start off, I'm not going to bad mouth Obama or Romney. I do not want to vote for either of them. I agree with some of their decisions and wants, but not all of them. I would rather vote for the 3rd candidate whoever that is. I wans't able to vote in the 2008 election because it was a month before my 18th birthday. I wanted to vote for McCain. This go around, I have no idea if I'm going to vote or not.

That's just my belief.